However, its late and I have an essay to write.
So I'll get to that sometime in the next few days.
However, I will say, for some reason, I have the incredible urge to write something involving Yuuko. However, Watanuki and Doumeki are so gay its practically impossible that even I can't write Watanuki/Yuuko as much as I'd like to, which, considering how much I like Yuuko- is alot. Maybe I could just write myself in instead.....
On second thought, that would just be weird.
Damn you CLAMP for not letting me write good het!
Just so you know.
and stop bugging me.
Chris, will of course, wait till Friday, no matter what I tell him.
God, I've never felt so restless in my entire life. Normally, I've got to track to put all my energy into, but after I got hurt all I can do is just sit around and watch. No practicing, no meets, I've got nothing to do anymore besides study - not to mention AP's have crippled my social life. And now that my 4 AP (fucking 4!) tests are actually coming up I know that all I should be doing is studying but I just really don't have the drive. Sure, I try, but I can't study for more than like a half hour without wanting to just get up and run around and do something. But there's nothing to do besides study. I feel like I'm stuck in a cage. Nowhere to go, nothing to do but just watch. I'm tired of watching.
Senior year is so close to being over but its driving me up the freaking wall. All I wanted was to go out in a blaze of glory. Kick ass at states, destroy my tests and go Hell Yea I Graduated! but now I can't.
Just feels like I've got nothing left.
Then I dislocated my shoulder! Boo!
oh well! them's the breaks I guess
and you know what I realized right after that?
Neither do I.